again i failed.
Again i got insulted by others.
Again i didn’t complete my work .
Again i don’t have any excuse .
Again i had to listen another stories.
And again i am repeating this all words.
Today i want a answer.
Hey god can you give me answer.
Hey you are listening or not.
Give me a answer you know everything . Tell me why i failed always .
But again i don’t get answer.
Again god didn’t help me.
Again i ask myself … should i ask to my friend ?
No . They can not understand my feelings.
Ummm should i ask to my parents ?
No no no i can’t .. yesterday my father scolded me ..
and my mother also supported him.
Then who will help ..
And again i am weeping ..
Again my heart is getting pain.
Now i am not able to think ..
I want to die..
But again i can’t because i don’t have guts.
I am crying . I should not weep now i should wash my eyes .otherwise anyone will come .
Now let go the wash room . I got up and going in front of mirror..
I see myself in front the MIRROR .
suddenly i am looking at myself continue.
I am not able to understand what is happening.
I am scared..
I don’t know why i am staring myself.
Few minute after i feel that i am taking myself infront of the mirror.
I am confused what is happening..
But i don’t want to leave.
I don’t want to go back .
Somewhere i am getting myself
Then few minutes after i heard something .
” Hey ”
Who said hey
What is happening
Again another sound come
” Hey look at me ”
I scared .. i want to go back ..
” Hey look at me .. don’t go back. ”
” Just look in the mirror.. ”
” I am you ”
” i am your answer ”
I stopped.. mirror is talking with me or i am in the mirror ..
I said .. hey
Mirror replied : hey …. what happened.
Now i feel comfortable .
I said you can not understand my feeling you are the mirror.
Mirror : why you cry everytimes .
Me : because i failed again and again and again ..
Mirror : who told you that you are failed.
Me : rubbish !! I know myself i failed many times ..
Mirror : tell me in which race you failed.
Me : i wasn’t participate the race ..
Mirror : then how you failed ?
I think myself how i failed ? I am not in the race then how i failed.
Mirror : what you are thinking tell me.
Me : i ..i..i..i am not good in study.
Mirror : so ..
Me : but my parents only depend on study.
Mirror : so… just do
Me : they doesn’t know that nowdays so many opportunity came .. technologies and modernisation came.. i can do another thing ..
Mirror : what you want to be ..
Me : i don’t know but i am doing engineering..
Mirror : but you are not good in study..
Me : ya but i am average student. I never fail in school.
Mirror : then why you cry always
Why you slap yourself ?
Me : because i don’t have any talent .
My friends are goods in music and others are good in sports.
and they all have a relationship.
Mirror : ohh you are feeling jealousy
Me : no i respect them but i am not like my friends they are active .
Mirror : and what your friends doesn’t have ..
Me : i am 6ft they are not.
I respect others talent
But they tease.
Somewhere i am good in other activity .
They have some bad habits but i don’t have…
Mirror : it means you are better than your friends.
Me : i don’t know but may be i am good.
Mirror : but you failed . Have you ever complete your race.
Me : i told you i am not in the race .
Mirror : if you in the race then ?
Me : i don’t care how many participates are there . How many students are sitting in exam hall.
They all are not my body parts why i count peoples .. if i going to give exam that time i have a one pan one sheet 3 hours one mind i will write myself .. i don’t care who is writing or not.
Mirror : if you are not in the race ..
If you don’t care how many peoples are participating . Then why you cry.
I was looking continuously in the mirror
I started thinking all of my failure.
I started thinking how many times i didn’t understand my reality..
I took long breath .. and see the Mirror
My eyes are shining now .
And i have only one word to say in front of the Mirror.
Thank you Mirror
Now i got my answer
Now i knew who i am .
Only you can give my answer
Only mirror can solve my problem
It means only i can do what i want to do.
It means only i can care myself .
Only i can motivate myself.
Only MIRROR AND I ………..